Ask anyone I grew up with, they’ll tell you my father and I didn’t get along. They’d be right – sort of.
I didn’t have a father who was physically abusive or who wanted nothing to do with his children. I do have a dad with whom I share a love of debate. Serious, winner takes all, debates. We challenge each other on everything.
Okay. Some may view our conversations as arguing.
When you have a parent who greets you not with, Good morning, but rather, Where does your soul go when you die? you can’t expect a lot of small talk and niceties.
This past winter, my daughters and I traveled with my parents to my dad’s boyhood home in Cleveland, OH. It’s not the city of his birth. Dad was born during the Second World War when, as an infant, he was smuggled with my grandmother and aunts as they escaped Nazi-occupied Prussia into West Germany. After he started elementary school, my paternal family applied for sponsorship and moved to the U.S.A. where my grandfather and uncles obtained blue collar jobs and started new lives as Americans.
Hard laborers, builders, and roofers, my father was the exact opposite of the other men in the family. Dad much preferred books to hammers and tar. In the 50s and 60s, heroes like Sheldon and Leonard from The Big Bang Theory were no where to be found. Dad’s intelligence wasn’t as appreciated as it might have been today.
Dad joined the Navy, was stationed in San Diego, used his smarts to learn about huge, room-sized, noisy, machines called “computers”, and met my mother. I was born, soon after he graduated with a Computer Science degree and started his suit wearing, pocket protector, white collar life. A life far, far away from anything his own family had ever known.
|My Opa built this with my uncles. He lived here until he passed away.|
|When I was a kid, there was a metal see-saw and a merry-go-round.
It wasn’t safe, but we had fun.
When I see the boy in my father, I gain compassion. I might even cease the heavy debates.
Nah. Who am I kidding?
I love you, Dad. Happy Father’s Day.